I'm new to this site, so I really don't know if there are people out there that help. what I do know is sometimes it just feels good to get it off your chest. I too, am in need off help. I posted my page. not really expecting anything, but after I did I felt slightly better.Maybe because I felt like I told somone else. So I don't know what to tell, but I'll keep you in my prayers. And prayfully GOD works it out for you.